The Assassination of Freddy E. by the Coward Honey Cocaine (or so says the Internet)

I was on Facebook tonight (trolling through my feed in the wee hours of the evening, as one does) when I saw someone had re-posted the following status:

Today, our son, Frederick Eugene Buhl (@freddy_E), age 22 years old, took his own life with a rifle shot to the head. Our family is saddened beyond words; our loss is great; this tragedy is enormous and unforseen. Not only our family, but the world has lost a talented, sensitive, brilliant young man who lit up our existence with his. We love him a great deal, and he will be sorely missed.


The original status was posted by the father of Freddy E., the young man who killed himself.

I went to the @freddy_E Twitter page, mostly because I was wondering why a father would identify his son in a death notice by his Twitter handle.

The first thing I noticed were the heart-wrenching tweets Freddy E. had made leading up to his suicide. In essence, he came as close as possible to live-tweeting his own death.

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The second thing I noticed was that Freddy E. had an enormous number of followers and was apparently a well-known YouTube comedian and rapper (which explains why his father identified him by his Twitter handle). His videos regularly got over 100,000 views and he was extremely popular in the Seattle area.

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Other than the Facebook notice from his father, the only information about Freddy E.’s death comes from a blog post made Saturday night by someone who knew him. In the post, this friend of Freddy’s says that he also looked to Freddy’s Twitter for answers, and found:

“…you said something about being alone and all that shit so I went on your lil crushes twitter, Honey Cocaine. And she talking about being single and how she didn’t tell anybody to fall in love with her. And looking at the tweets and the post you said on facebook a few weeks back about you in love with her and you’ll take a bullet for her, I am praying you didn’t do this over a bitch.”

And then, all hell broke loose on social media. Someone is trending on Twitter right now and it’s not Freddy E., it’s Honey Cocaine, a Cambodian rapper and Freddy E.’s girlfriend? Ex-girlfriend? Never really girlfriend?


The Internet has decided that Honey Cocaine killed Freddy E. No one disputes that he did, in fact, die from a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head. But though Freddy E. pulled the trigger, it was surely Honey Cocaine who killed him.

There are thousands of tweets and Facebook posts just like this from the past few hours.

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Even more bizarre, over and over again people are insisting that Honey Cocaine caused Freddy E. to kill himself as a sacrifice to the Illuminati (the 18th century Bavarian secret society of powerful people that has snuck its way back into modern conspiracy theory). The Illuminati, if they accept Honey Cocaine’s sacrifice, will make her a true star.

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As for Honey Cocaine herself, at first she tweeted several things about “being single,” probably trying to distance herself from the inevitable ensuing shitstorm. When the attacks started coming, she started backpeddling, posting the following:

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Besides this being NONE OF OUR DAMN BUSINESS, it can become our business in a weird future-dystopia way. Because even someone who doesn’t know anything about either of these people, their relationship, or their lives, can flit around various social media outlets gathering the information they made public over the past two weeks. I should know, I spent the last hour doing just that.

On his Facebook a week ago, Freddy wrote about how Honey Cocaine was his “future wife.”

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The fact remains, whether or not Honey Cocaine was the most insane heartless harpy she-witch in all the land, she did not kill Freddy E. She is not responsible for his death. Because it simply doesn’t work like that.

What is it that she did this week? What’s the worst thing we can come up with? Maybe she cheated on him! Maybe she told him she didn’t love him! Maybe she ignored him on Twitter! Maybe she plotted with the Illuminati to make him feel bad about himself!

The bottom line is that it does not matter what she did. Acting like not the best girlfriend does not a murderer make.

As a mortician I’ve seen the “I’ll show you, you’ll see!” suicide at work. Unfortunately, I’ve seen it in my own private life as well. Each time it is horrible and senseless and leaves you looking for a scapegoat, someone to goddamn blame.

But Freddy’s girlfriend cannot be blamed under any circumstances. It sets a shameful precedent. Especially since I’m not sure that it would be the same situation if Honey Cocaine had killed herself and Freddy E. were still alive.

The history of the depiction of female hysteria shows us that surely Honey Cocaine would have been called “unstable” and “overly emotional” and “clingy” and “crazed.” Freddy would not have been getting hundreds of tweets a minute about how he had literally and directly caused her death. That he was responsible. And that he was going to be killed for what he had done.

The pitchforks of the townspeople are out. The mob is forming. But it is online. And the world is becoming a strange place, indeed.

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  • Honey Boo Boo is who’s really to blame.

    • janelle


  • Kidddd123

    Lmao ! Orrrrr the Reason could be is he was talking to a chick on twitter caught hella feelings for her planned on marrying the chick and found out that the girl he was talking to was acutally a fake ( @D0peestSwede). . And The REAL girl turned out to be ( @ESSENCETATIANA )

  • Brett

    Welcome to the new Roman Arena: “Ave Cyber, we who are online salute thee!”

  • dude we cant blame this chick for a young man committing suicide. There is the possibility that there were other factors involved with HIS decision to take his own life. During our life time, Im sure we will hurt the ones we love, but the majority of us dont commit suicide. I think its a little odd that people are focusing on this one person who seems to have been good friends with him. Even if she broke things off, that doesn’t mean she is responsible for his actions. It is sad that a troubled but talented young man ended his life, but we all have choices.

  • That I s A

  • that is a damn shame

  • Gtfoh

    Man, get the WHOLE, ENTIRE & COMPLETE fuck outta here. Y’all MFers and this illuminati bullshit are just completely unbearable. People commit suicide everyday. So because someone who is popular on twitter/local “celeb” kills themselves…the illuminati is involved??? LMAO! Get the fuck outta here! So what, did they cast a voodoo spell on him to make him insane so that he’d kill himself? C’mon people. He made his own choice. No one forced him to do what he did. He took his own life as many people do across the globe daily. All this nonsense about the illuminati…people need to dead that shit. You all sound as stupid as the people who just KNEW for a fact that the world was going to end on 12.21.12. All the energy & time you loonies spend into making blogs, videos…etc could be used to do something positive. Go volunteer at a homeless shelter, go help disadvantaged kids…something that actually will make a difference. Smh…

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  • Anonymous

    Nice title >>>>

  • T.O.V

    Interesting… Men have been saying for years “I don’t love these hoes”. And dissing women left & right who fall in love with them. We don’t know how many countless women have committed suicide or self-destructed over the years because of words thrown by some cold hearted dude who’s words & actions are glorified. Yet, the moment a woman does the same, she’s crucified. God rest Freddy E.’s soul, but you can’t use this girl as a scapegoat, as society loves to do. For someone to commit suicide, they have to have more going on psychologically than just rejection from a love. We have to find better ways of searching for truth. Rest in Peace Freddy. My heart goes out to you & yours.

    • Shane Wielding

      Nicely said.

    • MadamTechy.IT

      profoundly stated .. i totally agree with you

  • rio

    Lol, personally, in my opinoin, I feel there is no reason for sucide, and commiting sucide over a girl, makes the whole thing stupid, weather he did it cos of heartbreak or rejection. It really not honeycocain fault, n no matter what happend , real niggies don’t commit sucide, u live n face the problem. Word. Rip freedy.

  • The illuminati is NOT real! Every time someone famous is brought up someone has to associate it with the illuminati. It’s a fucking gimmick that various artists are using to boost sales in their music! It really pisses me the fuck off when people swear it’s real when it isn’t! I wish everybody would shut the fuck up about it! Honestly if you believe in the illuminati the Easter bunny is real also. Freddy E. was in love with Honey Cocaine their relationship went downhill and he also had other personal things going on. Nobody knows what the fuck the illumanti is. Let this man rest in peace and stop making false allegations you sound fucking ignorant. Honey Cocaine is not responsible for his death so stop blaming her. He took it upon himself to take his life. It’s all said and done now, nothing can be done about it. It was his choice and his conscience.

    • janelle

      actually the illuminati is REALLL….. BUT i dont think it has anything to do with his death….i just think that he was going through somethings and couldnt bare it anymore .BUT i do agree with the fact that honey didnt kill em

  • So you take a bullet for some one else ?… Idc what no ones says , that was a demon spirit for him to lead to killing himself, smh I just hope he knew Jesus and really repented and forgave before he died,
    God help his family and friends ……I pray!

    • DNICE

      You’re the first person I’ve seen point that out. The fact that he was even talking like that, claiming that.

    • DaeDae

      I’m hecka late but yeah one of the tweets said he hopes God forgives him.

  • DolphinFly


    • Shane Wielding

      He ALWAYS had a choice. He CHOSE to kill himself. People don’t need to kill themselves because someone breaks up with them. If that was true, most of us would all be dead! We have all had a bad breakup, but we just deal with it and move on. She was uncaring, but not a murderer.

  • TOTALLY agree. 156%.

  • People are fucking stupid… Honey Cocaine is just as guilty as his Twitter followers for killing him.

    • Shane Wielding

      People don’t need to kill themselves because someone breaks up with them. We have all had a bad breakup, but we just deal with it and move on. She was uncaring, but not a murderer.

    • Tuzolana Sebastiao

      Honey cocaine killed no one and if she did she would have been in jail @justine tarrace

  • You failed to show that just before she “found out” he was dead, she was calling him an “actor” and saying he was using her name to get famous..she may not have killed him but she sure didn’t act like she cared that he was in pain

    • Shane Wielding

      You’re right, she didn’t act in a very caring way, but as the writer above stated, being a bitch doesn’t a murder make. Freddy obviously had unresolved emotional issues and though this issue with HC may have pushed him over the edge, it was not the ultimate reason for his suicide. People need to realize that untreated depression is dangerous. And like any other illness, it needs to be treated before it gets out of control. If you’re feeling depressed and can’t seem to shake it, please get some help. I lost someone I loved to suicide and it causes horrible, horrible pain for those left behind.

  • Me

    Honey Cocaine is such a horrible rapper I don’t even think an Illumati blood sacrafice would help her career anyway. She just sucks!

    • Tuzolana Sebastiao

      At least she makes loads of money and works with other rappers

  • Carmen

    i believe he slept with another man to be sign to tyga’s group and honey cocain left him because of that! he wanted her near because maybe he thought she would ruin his career with the ladies and i also believe she kept reminding him of the situationsthat were haunting him for ex: the song on youtube (love coca love sosa)!!! {{just be creative}}

    • Swerve Ma

      I’m sorry? What the entire fuck are u talking about

  • FUCK FREDDY E. (He had a choice) I give no symphony to people who kill themselves, especially over a female. #ManUp

    • grace

      what the fuck is wrong with you . you burn In hell

    • you mad or nah


    • Kylan K

      I hope u burn in the fiery depths of hell mufucker

    • Swerve Ma

      Symphony? U mean “sympathy”… Somebody should give u a damn spelling challenge.

  • nalleli

    yall need to stop blaming honey it wasnt her fault insted of blaming shit that isnt yall all neda stfu and be mature freddy will be missed .. like honey said she knew him too much tonthat he said they were clse yall all just need to gtfo her case . he had other shit going on . nuff said

  • liyah

    Omg this some****honey cocaine was behind it all still just because she ain’t want to be with him still don’t give him a reason to commit suicide

  • Autumn

    Honey Cocaine knew what the fuck she was were doin. Bitch we know what you did.

  • Destine’e Changed’ Hudson

    I’m mad because why would he kill himself for her she AIN’T even worth it she Ugly af ,and Freddy on the other hand was Fine Af he could’ve did WAAYYYY BETTER. And it also kills me that she act like she the shit like she just get dudes like him everyday he was loyal to her and he had everything going for him…. R.i.P Freddy .E we love and miss you..

  • MF Cutty Flam

    Wow That Was Pathetic

  • grace

    it is all that dirty bitch fault she is the reason he died that way he did not even make it to 23 and she saying that is not her fault but it is it was not even his time to die why did god call him home that way. that bitch does not eve care that he is dead. I bet that she is doing some other guy not even thinking about Freddy. she is just so dirty. when u watch his videos all I can do is cry. I sometime think what she died the way that he did I wonder what people would do. but I wish that Freddy would come back to us to make more videos and make people laugh and smile and just be alive. if he would come back us just knowing that he is alive would make so man people happy. when he died the whole word lost a huge chunk of it. he may be just one person but his death cause the whole word to cry. Freddy if you had know how many people had live you maybe you would not have died . you being alone can be healed by the love of your family. I love you Freddy E and when I die I can’t wait to see you there waiting for me . your family and all the other people who loved you. You may have been lost but not forgotten.

    • Swerve Ma

      Yea its sad… I found about him when his name and hers were trending on twitter and started researching his work. He was soooo talented. I know for his bday, he was popping molly – he eluded to that on his twitter and I know the detox from that makes many ppl have suicidal thoughts. It’s a shame he decided not to talk to anyone about his feelings and let them counsel him nor did he turn to God and seek comfort and just say OK u can move past this eventually. I’m always intrigued about that moment of determination when a person is set on suicide. Fear leaves and they’ve actually made up their mind to end it

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  • Tuzolana Sebastiao

    She never killed him its not like she went to his house and got a rifle and shot him in the head everyone who said bad stuff to honey cocaine u dont know wat really happened u cant say stuff like go jump of a cliff if u dont know any thing about it dont say shit to her and he was also involved with the illuminati dont always listen to the internet they say shit stuff only honey cocaine and freddy know wat happened

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  • MadamTechy.IT

    another weak blackman cowardly blaming the black woman for his drug induced suicide

  • Binary Catharsis

    Here is yet another display of the *blame game* in all it’s finger pointing glory. While it is very tragic and very sad that Freddie ultimately committed suicide, the fact remains that HE and HE only made this decision. He was NOT murdered! You can chop it up, smash it, and gaslight (rewrite history) the public all you want in an attempt to deflect personal accountability off of Freddie and place the blame on Honey but the fact will still remain that Freddie took his own life at his own hands. Anyone who places the blame on someone else for his drastic decision is only projecting their own hatred of personal accountability. In other words, they’re telling on themselves. They’re basically saying that they dont believe in taking responsibility for themselves and that it’s always someone ELSES fault instead of their own.

    In life we will face hardships, failures, and heartbreaks. In life we will face pain. Sometimes our pain CAN indeed be at the hands on someone else and it’s up to us to decide how we will cope and deal with such pain and sadness. Everyone faces struggles and pain in life. Nobody is exempt from this. We all have had problems. It’s all about perception. But to actually hold someone else accountable for decisions that WE make is irresponsible, immature, and down right disgusting. Honey did not force that mans hand. Whether or not he “felt” he had no choice, which he evidently felt he didn’t, is not Honey’s fault. Freddie was clearly dealing with a lot of pain and even if that pain stemmed from Honey it still does not make her responsible for him picking up that pistol, placing the gun against his head, and pulling that trigger. The only way she would be at fault is if she herself placed that gun against his head and pulled the trigger.

    Liberals run shit. Liberals will have you believing that it’s always someone elses fault for your downfall in life and they will always having you believing you’re a victim of someone. Even if Freddie was mistreated and victimized, he is still the one who made that decision to end his pain. If we were able to prosecute each person who hurt us or made us cry, the world would be locked up! Nobody would be out! Somehow, we as a society has evolved into beleiving it’s a God-given right to never be offended by someone. That’s it’s a right to never be hurt by someone. Liberals got folks believing that nonsense. NEWSFLASH: People will hurt you just like you will hurt others! It’s life.

    Some people may hold Freddie’s family accountable for his death. Some people may blame them by accusing them of not being there enough for him. Is that right? No! It’s not. Freddie was an adult who clearly suffered from mental illness (clinical depression) and Freddie made an adult decision to end his life. Freddie is the one responsible for making his last decision in life. Nobody else. YES, even in all his sadness and despair, it was still his choice. I understand he could not help his depression and I know he did not bring on his own depression. I know his depression wasn’t his fault. But his death is his fault. Death is how he chose to cope with his depression and unfortunatly it was a permanent decision.

    If you credit OTHER people for your failures in life, do you also credit them with your success too? What if Freddie went on to be the biggest star in the world and Honey was there for every step of the way? Would you credit HER with his success? Of course you wouldn’t! People ONLY credit other people for negative things in their life, never positive things. Only failures, never successess. If he ended up being the most successfull superstar on the planet who would hold Honey accountable for his success? None of yall would. And rightfully so! Why though? Because it wouldn’t have been a negative thing!

    It’s a sad tragedy and I do offer my continued condolences but there is misplaced blame here for his death.


  • Jacquez Johnson

    That girl did not love him. Plain and simple. He fell in love with a bitch that had NOTHING FOR HIM. And she played his ass left and right. Then the dude committed suicide. It ain’t her fault he just was dumb enough to do that shit. He probably had a mental illness and needed help. But was Honey Cocaine to blame for that? Hell no! she didn’t know he was really fucked up like that. Cause like it was said, she did not care much about him. At least not ROMANTICALLY. Which I can understand that she had her own problems to deal with why give a fuck about him. That’s not to say that they didn’t have a bond. She just was probably tired of him being emotional. Damn. Y’all stop coming down on this girl. He did what he wanted to do.

  • erin

    its sad everyone going back and forth about wiether or not she killed him she might not have pulled the trigger herself what she didnt help either by being heartless what so many people fail to understand or realize it depression or any other mential health its not a game there are so many people that suffer in silence and end up killing there self because there feel lost and to them that is the only way they see a way to stop hurting and suffering people really need to wake up and and think about shit before you say or try people like shit you dont know what they are suffering from or whats going on in that persons head and that what people never stop to think about you could say something messed up or hurtful to someone to you its nothing but when your already at your lowest that can make you end it and some people say things and joking or dont mean it til its to late and you cant take it back once its said and some people might not even no the other person is suffering just like you can say something good or u dont matters and it can help that person and change there day so my point is you never know what people are going throu or how they feel or thought in there mind just be careful whereis he really killed himself over her not he was suffer with his own demons and and all those tweets ans post where his cry for help and maybe he just needed that one person to say the right thing and it would have help but some one suffer are in there right mind and are at there lowest of lows and just dont know what else to do ye he may or not have done it is she wasnt so cold hearted but no one will ever know what was really going thru in his head at the moment and struggling with depression or any mential health issue is hard even more when you suffer in silence at the end of the day why he did it is not whats important he was a person that is no longer here god rest his soul ans hopeful he is at peace now unless you have it or know someone who suffer from it you dont really understand how low and bad you feel or what goes threw that persons head and feeling helpless,no good,worthless or whatever else it is easy to judge some or say what you would or wouldnt do but you really dont know unless you have gone there try to tal in there shoes better yet try live the way they do with thats going on with them in there head or thoughts